The Right To Write

The Right To Write

I call myself a writer But  do I have a right to? With words broken, thoughts unspoken, buried deep inside of me? And every word beaten back a thousand times.. then picks itself up; wounded, cursed and struggles to earn me a living… Every comma, ellipsis, verb, adjective sentenced to death, like me. My thoughts shackled to someone’s whim.. My pen screaming […]

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The House That Wasn’t…

The House That Wasn’t…

One balmy afternoon, I built a house with cloth and bamboo shoots. walls splashed with yellow and brown roses. Egyptian cotton, I still remember! Soft and warm I curled in them. Empty utensils bubbling with joy, on a fire stoked by my dreams. A cabbage patch wrapped around me, My doors open for all to […]

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Cold rain…

Cold rain…

Was sitting at my window this morning, puffing away broodingly. My nose numb even to the smell of cigarettes suddenly reacts to the whiff of some delicious chapattis. Nothing can beat the smell of something hot and comforting on a wet rainy day.  Childhood memories danced in front of my eyes. The lilac colored window of a […]

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Lost…

Lost…

I am lost in my own being Knotted, twisted, reeled in, I see a being unrecognisable staring at me from space. A wanderer, longing to reunite with what was once her soul. Love demands from you everything you can’t give. It pokes fun at you, flogs you, and then bleeds you to death. I have […]

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If You Love Me…

If You Love Me…

We do not fear dying; we fear being forgotten. That’s why we have death anniversaries, barsis and shraadhs . That’s why we have graveyards longing for someone to stop by. That’s why we have urns on ledges and frames gracing our walls. But I don’t want to be those bones lying in wait.  I want you to show me how […]

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