Sometimes I am lost in myself …and then…
I pause
I reflect
I scan through the images captured randomly on my mobile …
I scroll my phone-book for names that ring a bell in my heart
I ruminate over my Facebook ‘likes’ to understand what am I looking for…
I consume the myriad emotions sprinkled upon me ..
I ponder upon the directions that I took
I search for the meaning of it all…
I question … Where is this spiral of dreams leading me to?

Each time I lose myself in the nectar of life …a part of me gets scorched by fears..
I feel am on the cusp of time …waiting for my train to take me to a destination unknown…
I pacify myself that the missing piece will be found one day and complete the jigsaw puzzle of existence…
And that someday..in  just one moment all veils will drop…

And as I strain to locate myself … I dilate and get more scattered in the mystic void…
What is this all about ?
Life or
Lessons?

 

Shreeja Mohatta Jhawar is a partner in Think Unlike Events where she  organises creative and life-style transforming workshops. She is also a freelance writer, web and graphics designer as well as a social activist who runs ‘Kritagya,’ a group aiming to serve old and destitute people.

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